RANDOM WRITINGS #2 IT'S A PHASE OF LIFE

It’s a phase of life, where all you need is some companion to make you feel at ease. It’s a phase of life, where you don’t need any relation which is made at the basis of lies. It’s a phase of life, when all you need is some extra money to let your family rejoice. It’s a phase of life, where you see all your school, and college mates, running far away and beating you in the dog’s race.

Well, it’s a phase of life, where none of you are unknown to, and by now, very well understand what I am referring to. Guys it’s that phase of your life, where boredom seldom occupies your mind, and makes you have random thoughts, sometimes thinking that none at your work place can be your friends, and that all are plotting a strategy to pull you down.

It’s a phase of life, where even your parents are now looking up to you hoping you make them proud, for what they bought you up to. It’s a phase of life, where your siblings want to have all the luxuries of life, and looks into those blank eyes. The eyes, who want to scream and scream loud to the world, I am not a looser, I am not giving up. I just need time, and all you realize is that time is the only thing that you don’t have.

It is that phase of life, where you are now able to relate to famous lines, by some great people, Time is money, and don’t waste it. And you feel the real meaning of the silly poster that you once saw in Archies mentioning I want to be a millionaire.

It’s a phase of life, where relationships that you gave your life for are now time bound and that nothing in this world is more real than your parents love. It’s a phase of life, where you see your friend moving on ; only to make you feel more low and makes you feel more unfortunate for having loosing on time.

It’s a phase of life, when your dear ones are home to celebrate those precious moments, and make all efforts to get you out of the silly mood swing, Mood swing is what they feel you are going through but how do I explain it, I am sorry for being mean or rude, it’s just a phase of my life, where all relations seem to me like a waste, not because of any heartbreak, or any teenage love story, which ended on a sad note, only because it’s that time of my life,  where I am standing alone in the battle field, with no one to lean back on, not even my own parents, as I realize their shoulders are now weak, and they are looking for a shoulder to lean.

It’s a phase of my life, where I want to take my family to do a world tour unfortunately, I see them in a state, where they say even the sour is sweet, because that is how much they love me.

It’s a phase of my life, where I want to go bunjee jumping with my friends, only to realize my contact list in empty. It’s a phase of my life, when I want to learn salsa, and jive and only settle down by watching them on TV thinking of my budget for the month.

It’s a phase of my life where I want my loved one to hold my hand and tell me, “Relax, I am there and we will manage things together” But I now realize the essence of money and status in life.  It’s a phase of life, where I no more want to go to small time salons, to get a haircut, I want the most stylist cut.

It’s a phase of life, where I have started realizing that jobs are not found by registering on Naukri, because all you lost was on a game of Chamchagiri. CAL, what they call Corporate Ass Liking, now seems to be right. You now feel that right and wrong or good or bad are only what you framed in your mind, the world moved on, and I am the only one left behind in the line.

I see, my loved one, moving ahead in life, this kills me from within, as I realize, I may not be able to live up to the deadline, I am helpless, I am drowning, all I need is a helping hand, to get me off this site.

All I need is some time, some time to build myself, some time to get up and stand on my feet, some time to make things right, some time to buy you all happiness and the best site, sometime only to make myself known to the crowd; that I exist is what I want to scream out, that I am not giving up is what I want to yell out!

It’s a phase of life, where the essence of two words, money and time, is what I truly realize.